Tag: happiness

Christmas every day

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God watched the people in the game of life he had created and was sad. No one seemed to be happy. Poor people were suffering and desperate in their daily struggle trying to make ends meet, when those in power exploited them mercilessly. You could think that the rich and powerful were happy, but no: they were constantly anxious in their intrigues and conspiracies. They couldn’t trust anyone, not even their own family in their fear to lose their riches and to be killed.

“Why can’t people understand what happiness is made of?” God thought. “Should I send someone there to teach them?” Hundreds of years went by on earth when he deliberated with the lords of the universe if an intervention was possible within the framework of the rules of that universe. Finally, the lords gave God permission to make an intervention, but only a very subtle one. After all, people on earth were entitled to form their life and the planed as they wished.

They suggested that God could once more influence a person to became a prophet as he had done several times before. This was after all the method that was totally acceptable within the rules. But God was not very keen of this solution. He had often been disappointed in the prophets when they forgot their mission and fell in love with power. Almost all of them became interested in making a religion through which they could control people. Instead, he wanted to send his trusted angel, Gabriel, to teach what is important but the lords of the universe could not accept that. An angel is not a very subtle being, the lords protested: it would have been too obviously a divine intervention, and that was for sure against the rules.

“Could you trust me to go to the earth?” The lords and angels in heaven were surprised once more that God cared so much about these carbon-based beings. They laughed “Would you say that would be a subtle intervention? Like last time, when you showed yourself for Moses?  You must excuse us God but it seems impossible for you be discreet.”

“I can’t trust humans to be reliable prophets and I can’t go to earth myself because of my essence. Why about the solution in between. I mean, I would go to earth myself using its own mechanisms by being born as a human being and living like one. That must be within the boundaries of the rules!” God was very excited about this new idea of his. He was very keen to experience life in flesh. The lords were so surprised about this suggestion no one had ever thought before. They started to argue with each other eagerly. After a while they became silent. Then lord Lucifer, whose domain the earth was, spoke: “We give you the permission to be born to earth but only with the condition that you are very discrete and live the life truly as a human being.”

And God was born on earth as a boy called Jesus. God kept his promise to the lords of universe and lived a very ordinary and quiet life toiling for his daily bread. He did not experience himself as God, but as a son of God. He constantly discussed in his mind with his own divine part he called father. When he became a grown man, he started to teach. His message to the people was very simple: love is the only thing that matters. Commodities everyone needed to live and to make life easier and more comfortable could never alone make them happy, only love could do that. If people want to live a happy life, they must learn to respect and take care of each other instead of exploiting each other. He lived his life as an example of this. He was friend with those the so called good people avoided: the outcasts and sinners. He healed the sick, gave food to the hungry, discussed with everyone and accepted ordinary workers and even women as his followers.

He had chosen to be born in a culture that had turned the rules of good living for rules of sin. People watched each other’s behavior and functioned as judges for each other dealing cruel punishments. They believed they needed to conciliate God with sacrifices to get forgiveness for trespassing the rules. Since God had promised to live on earth in accordance to its rules and he wanted people to stop these silly practices, he decided to make the ultimate sacrifice after which no sacrifices were ever needed. He sacrificed his own body.

While in flesh he had learned that people were taught by so many prophets about with each other contradicting things that they rarely believed in any of them. On one hand God found this as a very healthy sign, on other hand this made his mission almost impossible. People needed something more than teaching and healing to believe how important the message of love was. He needed to do something that really woke them up. And he certainly woke them up by showing himself to them after his dead. The lords of the universe were not very happy for this “ridiculous” spectacle, as they said, but in other respects they gave him credits of being reasonable discrete in his mission.

More than two thousand years later people on earth had evolved enormously and created a prosperity never seen before. But the situation was still much the same than before: prosperity was not for everyone and many of those who had it were unhappy.

This enormous material wellbeing was the result of scientific approach on things. People had learned to use their intelligence to gain knowledge of their environment and how to use its resources. They had become eager to study and measure everything. Thus, they also measured which people were happy and why. A surprising result emerged. The happiest people lived in those parts on the planet that were considered the most hostile ones for human life: in the barren north were cold and dark winter lasted seven months. How come?

The scientists found that people were happy, because they lived in a peaceful, safe and caring societies. The streets were safe to walk even at night. There was crime, of course – after all we talk about human beings – but not that much that it would make people fearful and could restrict their everyday life. The nature was beautiful and clean of pollution. Everybody had the right to walk freely in the forests, to swim in the clear waters and hike on the wilderness of mountains. The society gave medical care for everyone. It gave equal opportunities for both men and women, heterosexual and homosexual, poor and rich, and in cities and on countryside to love who they desired, go to school and try to become whatever they wanted to be within their abilities. They had a multitude of affordable free time activities and hobbies to choose among to make the life even richer. There was a well-organized system to take care of those who couldn’t cope by themselves, so that no one needed to starve or freeze to death.

For centuries, these societies had been poor. The cold and harsh environment had thought the people that they couldn’t survive without help from each other. When ingenious individuals started industrial production in these parts of the world they organized the life of their workers in this spirit. The industrial community gave schooling to the children of the workers, help for the elderly and medical care for the sick. These communities functioned later as the model for the good society which people wanted to create for themselves and for generations to come. And when a century had passed, these people in the harshest part of the planned had become its happiest ones.

It had taken more than two thousand years for human beings to understand the subtle teaching from God of what happiness is made of. The message of Christmas: the message of love and caring. God’s fear that the prophets would engage more in their theories of religion than spreading his message had once more come true even in the church called after Jesus. The priests couldn’t keep their fingers off from the deliciously orgiastic ideas of sin, condemnation and threat of hell. They never could.

And it became so that the worldly society, condemned by church, fulfilled the teachings of Jesus better than the church itself. God was very happy: people were on the right track, finally.

Lunch with hobbits

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The tables are long in our workplace restaurant and one day I sat on the other end at one of them. While I was eating, more people came and sat at my table. They looked a bit different than most other diners, which were professors and scientists from different departments at the university. Even though many of the researchers look and behave a bit eccentric, these were nevertheless different. Thick eye classes are quite common accessories at the university campus. Somehow these bunch of middle aged men and women made me think about hobbits. Some of them wore home knitted woolly, others seemed to have bought two numbers too big trousers and others seemed not to have given any thought at the colors of their clothes that morning. They were all very glad and discussed lively. It seemed that more than one of them had some type of speech problem, such as slight stammer and lisping. This didn’t obstruct them at all.

I could not help to hear what they said. Slowly I understood that they were not only work mates but also travelled together. They were eagerly discussing their travel plans, who could join to which city and who couldn’t. Which museums and art exhibitions they would visit. They were also recalling their past travels, what they had seen and who had been in the group. As I sat there and listened their very lively discussion, I couldn’t help to envy them a bit. They seemed to be so happy. At a work place!

When I returned to my office at the university economy department, I could help thinking the difference between my well-dressed, restrained and very well-paid colleagues and those I had seen at the restaurant. My colleagues are considered to be the elite of the society; successful and envied by many. We only saw each other at the work and we never discussed anything other than work with each other.

I thought that I had rather belonged to the group I met at the restaurant. They seemed to have such a good time also at the work and to be so much happier.

Did you already guess where these people worked? At the library, of course!

The first time

The first time

An old woman died and came to heaven, where she was greeted by God.  God smiled and embraced her in his arms. After a long life with many hardships all this love was too much for the woman, who started to cry.

“Why are you crying, my child?” asked God.

“Why! My life was full of hardship and suffering. I had to support my children all by myself, when you took my dear, dear husband away from me. I had to have two jobs to be able to feed my children. And then the youngest got ill and died, which broke my heart totally. And the war started with hunger and all that fear.  People around me were tortured and killed. I was afraid all the time, nor only for myself but for all my children and grandchildren. And I have been sick and tired so long, the life was unbearable. That’s why I am crying. Why did you sent me to such a horrible place for so long time and gave me so much hardship? What bad have I done to you, my God, to deserve that?”

“Do you remember when you as child slept outdoor in the desert for the first time and saw the Milky Way and all the stars on the blackest of black sky? Do you remember the amazing sunset colors on the sky after a hot day? Do you remember the vibrant green of the plants and the smell from the first flowers in spring morning, after long, gray winter? Do you remember when you laughed with your siblings for something silly, so that tears run from your eyes and your stomach ached?  Do you remember how it felt to dance the first time to a music that filled your heart with joy? Do you remember how it felt to fall in love when you met your husband? How the years with him filled you with almost unbearable happiness? Do you remember the feeling when you held your first-born in your arms the first time? “

“Yes, I remember those moments. I was so happy. But those moments lasted only too short time, and the bad things lasted so long.”

“Do you know that you are part of me, that I have experienced the life on earth through you?”

“No, that I didn’t know. But why?

Why do you want to experience so much unhappiness?”

“My dearest, the world where you lived is only one of many and those things that you felt as something bad are just the consequence of the design of the life on that planet. Life there evolves constantly to something new by forces that may feel gruel to you. It evolves through hardships, illnesses, by one living thing killing and eating the other. This design produces new ways to live all the time. And each these new living things experiences the life a bit differently. That means that I experience the life differently. It gives me big satisfaction to feel not only the happiness but also sorrow and suffering. I want to feel. My dearest, the life is after all quite short, isn’t it? And everything is best for the first time, don’t you agree? You remember the awe of first experiences forever. Therefore there needs to be death:  so that you can start from the beginning again.  Do you want to go back there to experience the sunsets, stars, nature, music, dance, love, joy and birth of a child again? Or do you wish this time to experience how it is to be a swallow?”

“Thanks God; I have always been a little jealous for the swallows. They seem to have a wonderful time flying so freely and wildly on the sky. May I consider this offer for a while? Earth was just so exhausting experience, I think I must rest for a while. “

“You know you can stay here for all the eternity if you wish, my dear child. “